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Im so excited. I might get to go to Cali to see Shane this weekend if all goes as planned ahhh *jumps up and down* We had a very very hard weekend wont go into details but he needs me there and it hurts me so much that when he needs me I cant be there to say everything will be okay. GR damn miltary!!! He is in the field again for a week *ugh* Should be out on thur *fingers crossed* I moved my things outta storage and i cleaned out my car woowhooo!

tomorrow we are going to the zoo then church. Im going to start my life out better this year so wish me luck gotta do it for me and for shane.

well im gonna hit the hay gotta be up at 9am and its 2am.

}i{ My Guardian Angel Watch Over Me...

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He doesn’t see the tears that fall
Lonely and silently on the pillow
The endless nights tossing and turning
Waking up in search of him

He doesn’t hear the prayers to God
Spoken every night for him
Pleading to keep him safe and sound
To give him strength and courage

He doesn’t know about the thoughts
So many each day, dedicated to him
Wishing he could sense them
And the love that grows each day

He doesn’t feel the kisses
The ones being sent each night
Hoping they might reach him
To cure the bruises of his loneliness

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*I <3 my Marine*

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If you pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one.

No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2005 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night.
THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT.
THIS IS!!!

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If you have a heart you'll repost this!

Tonight was pretty fun. I went out with Lisa and Butler to the club. I called Shane alot beacuse being around other couples makes me miss  him alot. He was drinking whiskey (BAD IDEA) so he was pretty drunk. We stayed there awhile but it was boring so we left and went to Matts welcome home party I was scared it was at this bar and there was loud scary music and alot of people i didnt know. Thank gosh Bulter came with us *smiles* After that Lisa and I went and got BK and came home and watched roseann with cody.

I really miss shane like it hasnt hit this hard before like its hurting bad i miss him alot.  Then my bestfriend today told me she wished she had what i have and i sat there and thought what do I have thats so special. I thought good and hard and I seen it. I have someone who dont give up on me, someone who is always by my side even when im wrong, someone who loves me and telles everyone, someone who talks about me 24/7. I started to get really sad beacuse I take Shane for granted alot. I think he will hurt me he will leave me just like everyone else has in my life. But wanna know the funny thing? I don't think he will, I truely think this man loves me with all his heart. If he was going to leave he would have left long ago. Wouldn't have put up with all my bitchen and all our fights if he didn't love me ya know?  sorry im so emotional its just hard to be a military mans girl. I never thought it would be but damn. The woman who marry a military man and are married till they retire are wow i  say hats off to them beacuse they are one strong person. To go through so many deployments and scary phone calls, and the lonely nights. wowie! I think im gonna head to bed goodnight everyone.

}I{ Watch Over Me My Guardian Angel...

Loving a Marine is not always gay
Loving him truly is a high price to pay.
It's being alone with nothing to hold,
It's being young, but feeling old.
It's loving him whisper his love for you,
It's whispering back, you love him too.
There's always a kiss and a promise for more,
As his plane glides away from the shore.
Reluctantly, painfully, letting him go,
While you're dying inside from wanting him so.
Watching him leave with eyes filled with tears,
Standing alone with your hopes, dreams, and fears.
It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down,
To a far away love, in a far away town.
It's going to church, to kneel and to pray,
And really meaning the things that you say.
Days go by - no mail for a spell,
You wait for some word to hear that he is well.
Then a letter arrives and you're given in,
To open this letter and read with a grin.
Yes, he is well and misses you so,
And filled with the love you wanted to know.
Weeks are like months, and months like years,
You wait for the day you'll have no more fears.
Days go by slowly - how many have passed?
Then suddenly you realize it's here at last!
Yes loving a Marine isn't much fun,
But it's worth the price when the battle is won.
And remember he is thnking of you every day,
He's sad, he's lonely, while so far away.
So love him and miss him and hold your head high,
Be strong and have faith - wipe that tear from your eye.
Your man is a Marine, like those who have gone before,
It's a high price to pay for loving a Marine!